My world changed!

On October 9Th at 9:39 am my world changed!!

I laid there on that hard table cut ear to ear to hear a scream i would never forget.

The day my second son was born. I cried so hard, i got to hold him very quickly

it was the best day ever. Daddy was the proudest in the hospital that day! He lit up like the 4Th of July. My mom sobbed as my little man was brought into this world. He was so beautiful like an angel. I sobbed to and said out loud" I make beautiful babies!!!" My doctor agreed! I never thought I could love someone so much! Even though I have another son already this was different I don't know if it cause he was planned or what! I sometimes feel like I love Elijah more than Noah, I know I should not feel this way, maybe its because he is a newborn still sweet and innocent, ut oh brb now hes hungry. Ok back wheww this lil man can eat! Well my train of thought is off now. He cries every time i get back on here lol. I may have to come back some other time to finish this. I you can relate to my thoughts on my sons lemme know. I don't wanna be alone in this

Well, this is my first blog, everyone else is doing it so i figured i would too!
I went to court today for my first ticket and they dismissed it because i will be having the baby soon. Ha Ha I knew they would that's why I pled not guilty. Hey it got me outta 127$.

I am getting so excited baby Elijah will be here in a week, on the 9Th!!! I have to be at the hospital at 7 am and section is scheduled at 9 am. I am a little nervous of the epidural cause my first one hurt like hell and well 5 years later is still hurts in the same spot. I heard that the spinal block is better but i am still scared to death. I don't know what I will decide. I am hoping to go into labor before then, so alot of sex and walking lol for now!


Noah is soo excited on the new baby coming, its gonna be a big chage for all of us. We are used to it being the 3 of us and now it will be 4 i am sure we will be getting an SUV pretty soon, once we realize how much room were gonna need. The baby's new room is soo pretty but i have yet to find wall decor for it, i may need some ideas and help shopping for it! But for now it will do.


David is soo freakin excited about his son coming soon, this will be his first son that he will actually get to raise. Noah as most of you know is not biologically his, but has raised him as his own. But to biologically raise his own son is gonna be a new thing for all of us.


I also cant believe David and I have been together for a little over 5 and a half years already. He this my heart, I couldn't live without him i am his rock and he is def. mine. We have just been married 5 months and it has flown by. I guess after being together so long, it just doesn't seem any different. Well i am gonna go for now its nap time lol Bye~~~ kisses~~~~