My world changed!

On October 9Th at 9:39 am my world changed!!

I laid there on that hard table cut ear to ear to hear a scream i would never forget.

The day my second son was born. I cried so hard, i got to hold him very quickly

it was the best day ever. Daddy was the proudest in the hospital that day! He lit up like the 4Th of July. My mom sobbed as my little man was brought into this world. He was so beautiful like an angel. I sobbed to and said out loud" I make beautiful babies!!!" My doctor agreed! I never thought I could love someone so much! Even though I have another son already this was different I don't know if it cause he was planned or what! I sometimes feel like I love Elijah more than Noah, I know I should not feel this way, maybe its because he is a newborn still sweet and innocent, ut oh brb now hes hungry. Ok back wheww this lil man can eat! Well my train of thought is off now. He cries every time i get back on here lol. I may have to come back some other time to finish this. I you can relate to my thoughts on my sons lemme know. I don't wanna be alone in this